3.25

That's my CGPA for my 1st Sem.
My family isn't exactly happy about it though...

Apparently according to them, I SHOULD have done better.

I have to be like my perfect sister, get perfect results, do everything perfectly.

I hate my family.

I don't belong in this family.

I hate that when they look at me...

I don't look like family.

I cried for the first time in a very long time...

And I'm crying again.

Thank God no one reads my blog.

2/11/2011

Just got back from a mamak session with Jian and Jo...=D

It was really fun!

I drove all the way to bukit jalil!! 1st time on highway!! =D

they said i was a horrible driver tho...>.<

So when we reached Bukit Jalil Jian took over the wheels and drove to Al-Barkath.

Met with Joyenn's friend and his friends...

then shisha-ed a bit....Jian paid...hehe ;)

yum cha, chatted, camwhored...xD, then baliked...=/

Jian drove back...dropped Jo home 1st then he drove to my house...=D

he met my babiesss and then he left....=D ahh fun fun....I wanna drive agaaaiiiinn!!!

Gotta practice!!! =D

19/06/11

1st things 1st.

It's Papa's Bday today!!!!!! OMG!!

He's 59 already!! =)

I really love my Dad...he's awesome!

and it's also Mistah Charles Tan's Bday...=)

Love that guy! =D

Also it's father's day so we went for lunch which was sooooo funny!!

But uh...Lets not get into that...lazy syot...xD

Then we came home and cut Papa's Ice-Cream Cake which was like YUM! XD

Jie bought Papa a new phone...still simple basic but can take pictures and has colour...lol

Anywayssss

College started like 2 weeks ago.

It's actually been really fun.

But I'm already swamped with assignments...=/

Which I only JUST finished! pheww...

I really miss my highschool friends. =(

I've made loads of new friends in college tho...

They're great...with an exception of William...

I made up my mind to be pissed at him yday...

but kan...I'm not really good at that...=/

I reeeeeaaaaaally wanna be pissed coz he lied and uh badly at that...

but today I just talked to him...like biasa nii...==

I honestly need a life now tho...

All the friends that I used to go out with,

now they're all...well we don't really hang out anymore =(

I'm still not that close with my college friends so we don't hang out...

not to mention the fact that they all live in PJ and I live in KL =(

I feel so lonely...like I got no friends...=(

Kay...I'm gonna wallow in self pity now...Laters!!

in my head "blaberdiblaberdiblarrrrrrr"

i'm so confused!!...

in my head is a jumble of thoughts...

i honestly feel like i should just whack my head so hard it'll knock out all the confusion...

i miss you and you and you!!

i want him and him and him!!

thts bad and bad and bad.

i think i'm sad.

but idk.

i think i'm happy.

but idk.

how is a girl supposed to feel in a situation like this??

SBS Jogathon & Hari Keusahawaan

today went back to sbs for the jogathon and stuff thingy...

it was kinda like a festival...quite fun...in d beginning...

the day started like.........................

okay laa....got there found cin...talk talk...walk walk...

went to d SBS got talent thingy...

alot of them sucked...== seriously...

den me n cin walked around summore...

n i decided to buy tickets for d haunted hse...

after buying d tickets...i saw d line...

the OH MAI GAWD soooooo effin LOOOOOONG line!!!

so i decided to wait ltr only masuk...

den we walked n walked...

then it got boring dii...

saw a couple of our seniors there...

Chi Wei Xue Feng Nicholas Noel Lester...a buncha others...=/

Chi Wei Got kinda cute...=/ lol...

but rambut masih sama je...xD

after tht cin's parents came n she had to leave...=(

so yeah i walked around alone...

n decided to go into d school area to look around...for fun...

u know i ike my alone time...=)

but i saw joshua and so i decided to talk to him instead...

We chatted until he had to leave...den i left to....

walk walk lagi n decided to check on d haunted hse...=D

but no luck...

d line still shoooooooo long!!!!

so i stood on d bleachers n waved to akii....

lucky lucky...

the group going in next tak cukup org...

so she ask me to join them...

idk but i think d ghost purposely din scare me...==

i mean Benjamin even went "Hi Sarah" inside...==

and he gave me directions...

it was freaky dark tho...

pitch black weih...

um den after tht i helped akii out abit...

when dey closed n were cleaning up i decided to sit on d bleachers n text n call n annoy d shit outta ppl...lol

after tht...i annoyed d shit out of qin ern (i think) when i asked him if i could follow his moms car home...><

he said okay but his mom is kinda scary so i think i annoyed him summore...

tried paintball after tht...it was kinda fun...

d guy said imma natural sharp shooter!! HAH!! becareful bastards tht piss me off!! u'll never know when a bullet from me is flying towards ur brain!!!

um den i balik with qin ern...

it was a fine day i guess...

oh ya!!

when i got home n changed clothes...

i noticed...mmy chest has this V shaped patch of red...

i think i got sun burned at tht spot only lolsss...xD

8/03/2011

I'm so sad!!
My mommy sayd I cnt go to college until july!! ='(
she said takde wang!!...
i cnt believe it...i'm so sad!! =(
I don't have much stories to tell now tho...=S
I'm preeety lifeless considering i haven't been doing anything...

On another note...
I've been learning how to drive...
and well my exam is on the 10th...><
I'm so nervous! wish me luck?? =)

Then on the 11th we're going out!! =D
and by we I mean Cin Emi Yinru ML Reena and me!...=D
I cnt wait...Cin is also introducing us to someone...um...new that entered her life =)

*dear blog, i'm sorry i haven't prettied you up...=( i promise to start as soon as i get my own lappy!!*

21/1/2011

okay...
here's the deal...
I'm supposed to start a new blog this year...
and this was supposed to be it...
but obviously...knowing me... I didn't have the time...=(
well...I'll start soon...
probably blog more when college starts n i have stuff to blog abt...=D
okay...sooo...latersssssss

2011

in just a blink of an eye 2010 has passed us...

2010 was quite the year...

facing many obstacles and solving problems together...

i'll definitely miss it...

but i'm looking forward to 2011...

i'm looking forward to getting to know life...

getting to know reality...

and making my mark in the world...

here's me...taking a deep breath...and my first step into the world.

-sarah-