in my head "blaberdiblaberdiblarrrrrrr"

i'm so confused!!...

in my head is a jumble of thoughts...

i honestly feel like i should just whack my head so hard it'll knock out all the confusion...

i miss you and you and you!!

i want him and him and him!!

thts bad and bad and bad.

i think i'm sad.

but idk.

i think i'm happy.

but idk.

how is a girl supposed to feel in a situation like this??

SBS Jogathon & Hari Keusahawaan

today went back to sbs for the jogathon and stuff thingy...

it was kinda like a festival...quite fun...in d beginning...

the day started like.........................

okay laa....got there found cin...talk talk...walk walk...

went to d SBS got talent thingy...

alot of them sucked...== seriously...

den me n cin walked around summore...

n i decided to buy tickets for d haunted hse...

after buying d tickets...i saw d line...

the OH MAI GAWD soooooo effin LOOOOOONG line!!!

so i decided to wait ltr only masuk...

den we walked n walked...

then it got boring dii...

saw a couple of our seniors there...

Chi Wei Xue Feng Nicholas Noel Lester...a buncha others...=/

Chi Wei Got kinda cute...=/ lol...

but rambut masih sama je...xD

after tht cin's parents came n she had to leave...=(

so yeah i walked around alone...

n decided to go into d school area to look around...for fun...

u know i ike my alone time...=)

but i saw joshua and so i decided to talk to him instead...

We chatted until he had to leave...den i left to....

walk walk lagi n decided to check on d haunted hse...=D

but no luck...

d line still shoooooooo long!!!!

so i stood on d bleachers n waved to akii....

lucky lucky...

the group going in next tak cukup org...

so she ask me to join them...

idk but i think d ghost purposely din scare me...==

i mean Benjamin even went "Hi Sarah" inside...==

and he gave me directions...

it was freaky dark tho...

pitch black weih...

um den after tht i helped akii out abit...

when dey closed n were cleaning up i decided to sit on d bleachers n text n call n annoy d shit outta ppl...lol

after tht...i annoyed d shit out of qin ern (i think) when i asked him if i could follow his moms car home...><

he said okay but his mom is kinda scary so i think i annoyed him summore...

tried paintball after tht...it was kinda fun...

d guy said imma natural sharp shooter!! HAH!! becareful bastards tht piss me off!! u'll never know when a bullet from me is flying towards ur brain!!!

um den i balik with qin ern...

it was a fine day i guess...

oh ya!!

when i got home n changed clothes...

i noticed...mmy chest has this V shaped patch of red...

i think i got sun burned at tht spot only lolsss...xD

8/03/2011

I'm so sad!!
My mommy sayd I cnt go to college until july!! ='(
she said takde wang!!...
i cnt believe it...i'm so sad!! =(
I don't have much stories to tell now tho...=S
I'm preeety lifeless considering i haven't been doing anything...

On another note...
I've been learning how to drive...
and well my exam is on the 10th...><
I'm so nervous! wish me luck?? =)

Then on the 11th we're going out!! =D
and by we I mean Cin Emi Yinru ML Reena and me!...=D
I cnt wait...Cin is also introducing us to someone...um...new that entered her life =)

*dear blog, i'm sorry i haven't prettied you up...=( i promise to start as soon as i get my own lappy!!*

21/1/2011

okay...
here's the deal...
I'm supposed to start a new blog this year...
and this was supposed to be it...
but obviously...knowing me... I didn't have the time...=(
well...I'll start soon...
probably blog more when college starts n i have stuff to blog abt...=D
okay...sooo...latersssssss

2011

in just a blink of an eye 2010 has passed us...

2010 was quite the year...

facing many obstacles and solving problems together...

i'll definitely miss it...

but i'm looking forward to 2011...

i'm looking forward to getting to know life...

getting to know reality...

and making my mark in the world...

here's me...taking a deep breath...and my first step into the world.

-sarah-