3.25

That's my CGPA for my 1st Sem.
My family isn't exactly happy about it though...

Apparently according to them, I SHOULD have done better.

I have to be like my perfect sister, get perfect results, do everything perfectly.

I hate my family.

I don't belong in this family.

I hate that when they look at me...

I don't look like family.

I cried for the first time in a very long time...

And I'm crying again.

Thank God no one reads my blog.

2/11/2011

Just got back from a mamak session with Jian and Jo...=D

It was really fun!

I drove all the way to bukit jalil!! 1st time on highway!! =D

they said i was a horrible driver tho...>.<

So when we reached Bukit Jalil Jian took over the wheels and drove to Al-Barkath.

Met with Joyenn's friend and his friends...

then shisha-ed a bit....Jian paid...hehe ;)

yum cha, chatted, camwhored...xD, then baliked...=/

Jian drove back...dropped Jo home 1st then he drove to my house...=D

he met my babiesss and then he left....=D ahh fun fun....I wanna drive agaaaiiiinn!!!

Gotta practice!!! =D

19/06/11

1st things 1st.

It's Papa's Bday today!!!!!! OMG!!

He's 59 already!! =)

I really love my Dad...he's awesome!

and it's also Mistah Charles Tan's Bday...=)

Love that guy! =D

Also it's father's day so we went for lunch which was sooooo funny!!

But uh...Lets not get into that...lazy syot...xD

Then we came home and cut Papa's Ice-Cream Cake which was like YUM! XD

Jie bought Papa a new phone...still simple basic but can take pictures and has colour...lol

Anywayssss

College started like 2 weeks ago.

It's actually been really fun.

But I'm already swamped with assignments...=/

Which I only JUST finished! pheww...

I really miss my highschool friends. =(

I've made loads of new friends in college tho...

They're great...with an exception of William...

I made up my mind to be pissed at him yday...

but kan...I'm not really good at that...=/

I reeeeeaaaaaally wanna be pissed coz he lied and uh badly at that...

but today I just talked to him...like biasa nii...==

I honestly need a life now tho...

All the friends that I used to go out with,

now they're all...well we don't really hang out anymore =(

I'm still not that close with my college friends so we don't hang out...

not to mention the fact that they all live in PJ and I live in KL =(

I feel so lonely...like I got no friends...=(

Kay...I'm gonna wallow in self pity now...Laters!!

in my head "blaberdiblaberdiblarrrrrrr"

i'm so confused!!...

in my head is a jumble of thoughts...

i honestly feel like i should just whack my head so hard it'll knock out all the confusion...

i miss you and you and you!!

i want him and him and him!!

thts bad and bad and bad.

i think i'm sad.

but idk.

i think i'm happy.

but idk.

how is a girl supposed to feel in a situation like this??

SBS Jogathon & Hari Keusahawaan

today went back to sbs for the jogathon and stuff thingy...

it was kinda like a festival...quite fun...in d beginning...

the day started like.........................

okay laa....got there found cin...talk talk...walk walk...

went to d SBS got talent thingy...

alot of them sucked...== seriously...

den me n cin walked around summore...

n i decided to buy tickets for d haunted hse...

after buying d tickets...i saw d line...

the OH MAI GAWD soooooo effin LOOOOOONG line!!!

so i decided to wait ltr only masuk...

den we walked n walked...

then it got boring dii...

saw a couple of our seniors there...

Chi Wei Xue Feng Nicholas Noel Lester...a buncha others...=/

Chi Wei Got kinda cute...=/ lol...

but rambut masih sama je...xD

after tht cin's parents came n she had to leave...=(

so yeah i walked around alone...

n decided to go into d school area to look around...for fun...

u know i ike my alone time...=)

but i saw joshua and so i decided to talk to him instead...

We chatted until he had to leave...den i left to....

walk walk lagi n decided to check on d haunted hse...=D

but no luck...

d line still shoooooooo long!!!!

so i stood on d bleachers n waved to akii....

lucky lucky...

the group going in next tak cukup org...

so she ask me to join them...

idk but i think d ghost purposely din scare me...==

i mean Benjamin even went "Hi Sarah" inside...==

and he gave me directions...

it was freaky dark tho...

pitch black weih...

um den after tht i helped akii out abit...

when dey closed n were cleaning up i decided to sit on d bleachers n text n call n annoy d shit outta ppl...lol

after tht...i annoyed d shit out of qin ern (i think) when i asked him if i could follow his moms car home...><

he said okay but his mom is kinda scary so i think i annoyed him summore...

tried paintball after tht...it was kinda fun...

d guy said imma natural sharp shooter!! HAH!! becareful bastards tht piss me off!! u'll never know when a bullet from me is flying towards ur brain!!!

um den i balik with qin ern...

it was a fine day i guess...

oh ya!!

when i got home n changed clothes...

i noticed...mmy chest has this V shaped patch of red...

i think i got sun burned at tht spot only lolsss...xD

8/03/2011

I'm so sad!!
My mommy sayd I cnt go to college until july!! ='(
she said takde wang!!...
i cnt believe it...i'm so sad!! =(
I don't have much stories to tell now tho...=S
I'm preeety lifeless considering i haven't been doing anything...

On another note...
I've been learning how to drive...
and well my exam is on the 10th...><
I'm so nervous! wish me luck?? =)

Then on the 11th we're going out!! =D
and by we I mean Cin Emi Yinru ML Reena and me!...=D
I cnt wait...Cin is also introducing us to someone...um...new that entered her life =)

*dear blog, i'm sorry i haven't prettied you up...=( i promise to start as soon as i get my own lappy!!*

21/1/2011

okay...
here's the deal...
I'm supposed to start a new blog this year...
and this was supposed to be it...
but obviously...knowing me... I didn't have the time...=(
well...I'll start soon...
probably blog more when college starts n i have stuff to blog abt...=D
okay...sooo...latersssssss