2012

it's 2012...wow time sure does fly...

is it normal that i feel a little bit sad?

i really miss highschool...

i miss how everything was so easy...

and how everyone was so simple...

it's been over a year since highschool,

and i still don't know how to not try so hard...

feel so pathetic, sooooo unlike life in SBS.

i miss how in highschool, it's easy to tell who's a hypocrite and who's real.

but now, everything is just so messed up...

i can feel myself turning into a horrible human being.

i know when i'm acting like an ass,

and i know when i'm being a hypocrite...

and the worst part is...i'm good at it.

it scares me. i'm scared that one day i'll turn into something i hate.

and somehow...it feels like that day is near...

but i know one thing that hasn't changed,

and God, i hope it never will.

smiles still are, and hopefully will always be,

my special way of getting to know someone...=)

i miss everyone, i miss everything,

and i sure wish i never have to let go...

but i guess i should just face it...
i'm getting older, everything is changing,

and the only thing that will never change are the memories.
♥