is it normal that i feel a little bit sad?
i really miss highschool...
i miss how everything was so easy...
and how everyone was so simple...
it's been over a year since highschool,
and i still don't know how to not try so hard...
feel so pathetic, sooooo unlike life in SBS.
i miss how in highschool, it's easy to tell who's a hypocrite and who's real.
but now, everything is just so messed up...
i can feel myself turning into a horrible human being.
i know when i'm acting like an ass,
and i know when i'm being a hypocrite...
and the worst part is...i'm good at it.
it scares me. i'm scared that one day i'll turn into something i hate.
and somehow...it feels like that day is near...
but i know one thing that hasn't changed,
and God, i hope it never will.
smiles still are, and hopefully will always be,
my special way of getting to know someone...=)
i miss everyone, i miss everything,
and i sure wish i never have to let go...
but i guess i should just face it...
i'm getting older, everything is changing,
i'm getting older, everything is changing,
and the only thing that will never change are the memories.
♥
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